Im DONE!

Im done..
with the talking,
Im done,
with the noise honking,
Im done,
with the stalking!
Im done,
with your screaming,
asserting ur rights,
throughout the floor!
Im done,
with the fighting...
Im done,
Am i deceiving?
No no,
cause...
Now Im done,
with the believing!

-Subho(19.7.2009)

Picture.

Im scared,
the little pictures,
of a thousand men dying,
came alive,
yesterday.
the fever rose,
out of the sudden
glimpses of some
fractured memory....

Im scared,
the thin line that existed,
between those little men
groaning in pain,
within the pool of blood
splashed in oil
and me...
became invisble,
when the world,
around me,
was cloaked within the shadow
of the silent december night.

The hushed march
of the thousand valiant men,
seemed to devastate
the peace of silent december night,
as they walked silently beyond realms
of truth and honour,
beyond the boundaries
of love and hate.
as they walked from their bivoac,
of the torn battlefield
to their resting place,
underneath the blood-drenched
earth............

My Eyes Are Dreary

My eyes are dreary,
was the movie too gory?
no...
but still my body aches,
lonliness perplexing,
every inch,
of my inner being.
My eyes are dreary,
Is something wrong with me?
How am I supposed to know?
Those crazy set
Of eyes,
That once mesmerised me,
Are now blinded
against me!
My eyes are dreary,
Gosh,I feel creepy!
Am I a creep now?
Why dont i cry?
Like everyone else,
When they are hit
In the middle,
Before being deserted!
Pronlonged dreariness
Is seizing me,
let me sleep now.

She wont be coming back,
and my eyes are dreary....

-Subho(17.7.09)

sullen-ness redifined

(drab..grab..monotony..)
im sulking...
not in the mood for anything...
shit.
sudden feelings of being disoriented crept in me.
kafka made that feeling even worse.
the strange ways of adolescent dejectment!!
these feelings...were usurping...usurping those blank...unturned spaces in my mind..
the blank pages of my notebook fluttered...
the versifier in me......cried out--'HEY!!DUMBASS!!!WRITE SOMETHING!!U HAVE BEEN VACANT FOR A WHOLE LOTTA WHILE!!THIS IS THE TIME!!!!THIS IS THE TIIIIMMEEE!!GET SOMETHING DOWN ON THAT PAGE!!'

and then i went....scribble scribble...