My Eyes Are Dreary

My eyes are dreary,
was the movie too gory?
no...
but still my body aches,
lonliness perplexing,
every inch,
of my inner being.
My eyes are dreary,
Is something wrong with me?
How am I supposed to know?
Those crazy set
Of eyes,
That once mesmerised me,
Are now blinded
against me!
My eyes are dreary,
Gosh,I feel creepy!
Am I a creep now?
Why dont i cry?
Like everyone else,
When they are hit
In the middle,
Before being deserted!
Pronlonged dreariness
Is seizing me,
let me sleep now.

She wont be coming back,
and my eyes are dreary....

-Subho(17.7.09)

sullen-ness redifined

(drab..grab..monotony..)
im sulking...
not in the mood for anything...
shit.
sudden feelings of being disoriented crept in me.
kafka made that feeling even worse.
the strange ways of adolescent dejectment!!
these feelings...were usurping...usurping those blank...unturned spaces in my mind..
the blank pages of my notebook fluttered...
the versifier in me......cried out--'HEY!!DUMBASS!!!WRITE SOMETHING!!U HAVE BEEN VACANT FOR A WHOLE LOTTA WHILE!!THIS IS THE TIME!!!!THIS IS THE TIIIIMMEEE!!GET SOMETHING DOWN ON THAT PAGE!!'

and then i went....scribble scribble...