sullen-ness redifined

(drab..grab..monotony..)
im sulking...
not in the mood for anything...
shit.
sudden feelings of being disoriented crept in me.
kafka made that feeling even worse.
the strange ways of adolescent dejectment!!
these feelings...were usurping...usurping those blank...unturned spaces in my mind..
the blank pages of my notebook fluttered...
the versifier in me......cried out--'HEY!!DUMBASS!!!WRITE SOMETHING!!U HAVE BEEN VACANT FOR A WHOLE LOTTA WHILE!!THIS IS THE TIME!!!!THIS IS THE TIIIIMMEEE!!GET SOMETHING DOWN ON THAT PAGE!!'

and then i went....scribble scribble...